Since I was a young kid I have always wanted to go to college and get a good education.  For the same amount of my life I have been concerned about money in and ever increasing wave that is now building in to a big stressful monster that I will meet when I graduate.  I hear the words debt consolidation, or bill consolidation and I just picture myself stuck out in the driving snow with nothing to my name.  Now I know that this is a total exaggeration on my part, but there is always a certain level of volatility in the markets and in the financial hierarchy of the world.  I just always feel like I’m on a little boat being swept around this big sea with no one to act as my sail and show me the way.  What am I trying to say?  I think I want to make sure that when I finish college I have some kind of debt help.  Now I know I am coming off to people as a worrying kind of person. To a certain point this is true because I worry about my irrational fears and let go of all of my logical explanations for things.  College has really given me plenty of practice at forgetting what I don’t need to remember and just holding on to what really makes sense to me, even if others disagree.  So when I am done with school I will go out in to the workforce and pay off all of my debt and lead a comfortable life as a typical consumer.  As an honest American I don’t think I can ask for anything else but this unalienable right.  Studying history for four years had also given me the ability to step back and see that there are so many stories. Stories of people who strove for some huge goal that they thought was admirable and would win them eternal life or riches beyond compare; but I see now that they were all wrong.  I feel confident that none of them are willing and able to stand up and rebuke my comments.  Though, if you are one of them, please let me know so I can retract such harsh remarks.